As normal as our morning school routine has become for me and Zander, I start realizing 'oh no, my first born is on that bus I wave to every morning'! When did this happen? I mean, who told these children they were allowed to grow up, this wasn't in the contract, wait did I sign a contract, well I remember signing something. I know it's only kindergarten but just in case you didn't know they keep moving up every year and that means soon they will be kids, then pre-teens, and then.... Oh dear I'm not ready for this.
I love knowing that the rest of my babies are still snug in their lil beds as I stand there waving goodbye trying to cling on to any piece of hope that might be left, then it hits me. Yep! Reality, like a speeding car hits a brick wall. And I hear my mothers voice "It goes fast, Felicia"....
And I lay here in bed thinking about how hard it's going to be to see my other boys growing up just as fast....oh shit, am I gonna get old?!? ......... Naaahhhhhhh don't be dumb Felicia.
xoxo Rockie
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