Another one of those days

Well lets see, first off today started marvelously because after I saw Zander onto the bus and off to school, I was actually able to go back to sleep! Yes yes I know, but hey its the lil things. So by the time that me and the other two boys woke up it was time to go outside to the bus to get Zander. Heh heh, it felt great. Now just waiting for Tim to get home. Dont know what we are gonna do to today. Probably just continue cleaning. ♥

More poems and great key excerpts from "Good Husband Great Marriage" to come soon!

Until next time,

xoxo Rockie

This Unkept Road

Look around at where we're at.
   We have been to the bottom and back.
The road that we have traveled, seems like only rocks and gravel.
   But I hold it true and close to my heart,
That after all of this, not a thing can tear us apart.
   I know you are tough and you know in turn I'm strong.
You also know, I'm right. I am never wrong :D
   I feel warmth in your touch, and love in your words.
We are living a song, the best one I've ever heard.

Lets make the best of this one life we live.
   The love that is created is our love to give.
We will show our children about the world that they stand in,
   And how changing it for the better, they will have a hand in.
Follow me now, every step of the way.
   Promise forever, and show me today!

Look at the Lady bug with a mustache :)

I have a massive headache pounding. Ya know when you're put in time out, and you have to kneel on raw rice on hard flooring, and hold water in your hands without losing a single drop? This headache is just as frustrating!!!

And I love hearing my Zander Trae, singing his "now I KINDA know my abc's" :) Seriously today, is the epitome of life at its best.

Pizza for dinner, with chicken and wedges. Heck yes, it was fiyyyahhh! haha Sorry couldn't help myself. So today might be a boring day on the "exciting shit to write about" scale. Anyone have any cool new shows they wanna share with me? I need some more filth for my viewing pleasure.

Well, ladies and gents, the hubby is home and its bath time for my three lil piggies. So I bid thee farewell.....


Until next time,
xoxo Rockie :)

Friday :D

Well its Friday!!! The first friday since school started as a matter of fact. And Zander was coughing through the night so he stayed home today. Hopefully all this coughing crap is gone by the weekend is over. Today is National Walk Around the House Naked Day! Yes it sure is, and so maybe we might just do that for a minute or two. As long as Braxton doesnt pee on my floor lol. Tim should be coming home today, fingers crossed! I hate when hes gone.

My life song. Sing it loud!

My life has changed courses over and over.
  Good luck is as rare as a four leaf clover.
But when I find it, I'll basque in the shine.
  I am where I'm at because of my life, it is mine.
Don't shake your head, have pity nor evny.
  I work with what I am given, and trust me its plenty.
Of love shared and surrounded by smiles and joy.
  You can see me beaming, no more being coy.
I've been modeled and molded to the woman I've become,
  So that when my character stepped in, society would numb.
My proundness I will wave and no I will not fall.
  Let them know who I am, show the world, tell them all.

Perfect music by an Imperfect Musician...

Life always seems to be slightly off lately. Once we think we've got it right, its got a funny way of always changing on us. For good or worse, but its definitely been more of the latter. I miss my husband, who has been working outta town a ton. And I don't take it very well when hes gone, even though when hes here I put up this tough girl- uber independent front, I need him. He is my safety, my comfort.


So obviously when he is gone, I'm ten times more dramatic and sad. Blah blah blah.... I just miss him and love him. Thats all. And for all the wrong reasons, him being gone reminds me of times I'd be perfectly fine with forgetting. But, without those specific times, I would not be where I'm at today. So I am so thankful, for my husband, my three beautiful boys, my family, and my crazy always left of right, life.



xoxo Rockie <3

Life Interrupted...

Well Zander started Kindergarden on Monday. He loves it, of course. He likes it because mom and dad aren't there with him, lol. So to be honest, adjusting to that was quite easy. I thought it would be a tearful emotional time for me. But since he was so excited and not nervous or scared at all, it was simple. He even loves riding the bus. Call me crazy, but the thought that my 5 year old rides the bus scares the shit outta me, but hey, I know hes safe and he likes it. No problems so far. And keeping fingers crossed for the future.

As for Corbin and Braxton. Well I think they enjoy the few quiet hours every morning just as much as I do. But the cutest thing today Corbin told me was, as we were getting into the car, he said "I miss Zander". Awww It nearly melted my heart! Sweetest thing ever!

Sunday Funday :)

My mom is here to stay for a couple of days. The boys always love when shes here. So much fun to be had. So today we took the monsters to Rollerama to go skating. I forgot how much fun it was to skate and unconsciously, when the boys wanted to take their skates off for a break, we were out on the floor doing the cha cha slide and having a blast!
        An hour into it, while the munchkins were eatin nachos and churros, we were sweatin up a storm and loving it!

And the thought that keeps popping into my head all weekend, "I absolutely cant believe my first born is going to kindergarten in a week". I hope I can hold it together!

The tears will keep coming...

Well today was my oldest son Zander's first dentist appointment for his kindergarten check up. Yes hes almost 5 years old and hasn't been to the dentist until now. What can I say? I am terrified of the dentist myself, which has probably kept me from taking my boys sooner. But needless to say, after the tears of my baby becoming a big boy and doing it with a smile on his face and the millions of pictures I took, Zander had no cavities or tartar build up. Which put a smile back on my face! :)

Then to his school to turn in the dentist physical slip and of course it all came and hit me harder than a sumo wrestler knockin' down a brick wall, "oh my gosh, my baby starts school in a week!!". So the tears came back buuuuuut I did my job of holding them back.

In a nutshell, the cutest part of my day was when I asked the boys if they were gonna be loud to shut their door as not to wake up their little brother, and as it opened one time, I said down the hallway "Hey guys keep your door shut please" and Zander asked Corbin "Is that your wife?". It was too funny, as if they knew wifes were perceived as being naggy or something!